sorry for the second post. but i just thought i should tell you a few more things about stuff. mostly about billy. and other stuff.
so i figured out some things; he’s my weakness. he could ask me to do anything, and i would do it for him. i would do whatever it took for me to be his for even a few moments. even if he just showed the slightest display of affection, i would be all over that. even if i was dating the best guy in the world, i would cheat on him just to hear billy whisper my name in my ear, to feel his hot breath tracing my spine. i would do anything to be his. but he doesn’t even care.
and i’ve been feeling super nostalgic lately. like yesterday i texted jack asking him how he felt about me and how i made him feel. i did the same with shelby. and with carl. and joe. (joe took the approach of trying to convince me to take him back, and even if i was single, i would NOT date him again. no no no. i only make the same mistake once, thanks.
anyways.
i’m done now. thank you, blogosphere, for listening to my stupid problems. i heart you too <3
forever yours and awkward,
shay.
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